A Rough Day??? You woke up to a No Maid Day. Your child is slow as always. You are getting late for work and there is no one to help you. You are getting fussy, aren't you?? Your child is happy, slow, playing, in his own world. And you suddenly feel all the more angry.... Does this happen to you?? If it is, do not worry you are a HUMAN !!! But what happened to you? Look within - Did you just feel jealous of a your own kid? because he is happy and playful when your mind is just upside down? Or, are you thinking that he doesn't care about how you are feeling? Really? Tell me momma, if there is anyone else in the world who cares for you more genuinely than your baby? Or, its not about him - how in the world are you going to get everything done in time? Lets see what can we do now? Shorten your list. Can you skip your kids homework today? can you skip preparing a fancy meal? I am sure as women we overload ourselves with an unsaid responsibility of pleasing people around us. So
I started writing as a kid, because my teacher taught its a good habit 😋 And I was that obedient one who also took the diary on 15 days family trip to Calcutta, Gujarat etc etc noting down the name of every single place I had been to in a spirit to maintain records. In my language to create memories of my travel. Little did I realize that writing the names and dates of places do not really matter. What matters is my experience, my feelings of those places, of my life. Until teens, I loved being in my own little world. I was super happy with my secret school love, my high scores, my music, my little window in the room. My family, extended family, teachers, friends, principal everyone always (and I mean always) appreciated me for my intellect, formal behaviour and shyness too. So yeah, if you haven't yet formed a perfect picture of me, let me tell you that I was in that "Ideal Student" and "Ideal Daughter". And then life happened..... There was a sudden down pou